ใƒ›ใƒƒใƒˆ Hotto , Hot

1st of February 2016.

OH MY GOD. It was so freaking hot today and of course on the hottest day ever recorded (not sure if that’s true) I had to play Volleyball… In the humid hall. UGhh. I was sweating so bad and I didn’t have my deodorant in my bag… Hopefully I didn’t smell bad ๐Ÿ˜ฆ My face was sooo red and it was hard to focus at school ๐Ÿ˜ฆ I’m actually trying hard not to fall asleep right now I’m so tired. But I promised myself that I would write this blog so I could look back and laugh at what I was thinking and doing back then. ๐Ÿ™‚ I showed my title page to my CRA teacher and she was impressed ๐Ÿ™‚ at least it wasn’t that bad of a day. I was with the squad but L and EM weren’t there and then the girls started complaining about EM and I was like… because EM is really nice to me but they did have valid reasons which sorta opened my perspective. Our group talks so much sht about people hahah… :/ My shoulder is being annoying at the moment Ugh. B and BT had dance today so I hung out with M and E. They’re super cool chicks and really low maintenance. I feel like I don’t have to try hard around them, like I can just be myself ๐Ÿ˜€ I’m kind of starting to get sweaty while writing this haha. I have sport selections tomorrow ๐Ÿ˜ฆ The choices for girls are softball, touch and basketball. I’m not very good at sport so I’m probably going to do recreational sport with EM because all of the squad are very good at touch :/ I’m super proud of them though, they’re very good at the sports they do. I really want to get into fighting/defense classes so I can defend myself and get more fit because I’m not doing a club sport this year.ย Anyways thanks again for reading until the end. xx

Sayounara !!
The end.

โ€ฆFor today ๐Ÿ˜‰ hehe

็šฎ่‚‰ Hiniku , Sarcasm

31st of January 2016

I gotta say, sometimes I’m the queen of sarcasm… I probably use it every day ahahha. Anyways I obviously didn’t go shopping with E hahhaha. I didn’t ask my mum because she’s pretty freaky but I did accomplish something today. Yep… I finished all of Pokemon Y… and did some title pages. But pokemon is way more important !! Right? Hahahha I’m pretty proud of the title pages I did bc I’m pretty decent at drawing ๐Ÿ˜€ and they turned out pretty good. Also I totally forgot about my science homework so I had to do it like 3 minutes ago hahaha. My brother’s boyfriend came over today so that was alright.They mostly watched Glee all day so it wasn’t too exciting. I can’t really think of anything else that happened today… A (B ‘s little sister) is randomly tagging me in photos and snapchatting me thinking we’re bffs but news flash, we’re not lol… :/ Also shoutout to one of my bff’s E.M. I wonder if she’ll ever read this and know it was her I’m talking about hahah. I’m keeping their full names confidential because I don’t have their permission ect. to do this lol. (Also E from the first day of school is a different E from who asked me to go shopping x) Tomorrow is February!! This month has gone so fast!! ๐Ÿ™‚ย Anyways thanks again for reading until the end. xo

Sayounara !!
The end.

โ€ฆFor today ๐Ÿ˜‰ hehe

ใƒใƒฌใƒณใ‚ฟใ‚คใƒณ Barentain , Valentine

Saturday 30th of January 2016.

We all know that lovers day is coming up soon and sadly, (but truthfully) i’m %100 single. Like I really thought I would have a boyfriend by now but seriously… am I that bad looking?? ๐Ÿ˜• I have my eye out for a few guys. Lets just say that I have better social skills than Z when it comes to boys, hahah x. I woke up pretty late this morning because it’s the weekend !! Woohoo! Hahah, for most of the day I played pokemon. I beat the champion and I’ve finished the post-game storyline ๐Ÿ™‚ For some period of the day I did some drawing and my title page for creative arts ๐Ÿ˜€ It turned out pretty decent even though for some of them I traced the outline… :/ But there was one major thing that made my day !! My sister brought me home a HUGE bear that she bought from her work ๐Ÿ™‚ I kinda feel like I was a little un-appreciative but now I think I’ve given her a favour back with my love โค ๐Ÿ™‚ E asked me if I wanted to go shopping tomorrow but I’m not sure if I want to because A. I don’t have any money and B. I’m scared to ask my mum … xDย Anyways thanks again for reading until the end. x

Sayounara !!
The end.

โ€ฆFor today ๐Ÿ˜‰ hehe

็—›ใฟ Itami , Sore

Friday 29th of January 2016.

I literally have the WORST shoulder pain, (maybe thats a bit of an exaggeration) but it hurts so bad ๐Ÿ˜ฆ I have real bad stomach pains and I think I might be getting my period ๐Ÿ˜€ yay jk ;( Today was my third day back at school and it sucked like usual. I have to make like 10 title pages. I had creative arts and I literally HATE our teacher. She’s such a btch. I continued playing pokemon all afternoon and now i’m up to victory road ๐Ÿ˜€ My sister was crying all morning which made me sad ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Mum was going to force her to go to school but I could see how much she didn’t want to go so I ended up telling mum that she shouldn’t force her. I think she just needs the rest of this weekend to clear her mind. I downloaded the new version of Yandere Sim ๐Ÿ˜‰ it’s pretty good although it’s kinda boring when you have nothing else to do :/ I don’t really plan on doing anything this weekend even though I want to get the squad together and hang out. Recently I haven’t really been hanging out with my squad because my other close friends don’t like them. I don’t know why?? They’re super nice and funny. They remind me of myself (not calling myself funny) so I don’t really understand why they don’t like them. Uh, I’m really hating N at the moment. He’s really been a douche lately and being really mean to B ๐Ÿ˜ฆ B really likes him but I’m not sure if he reciprocates the feelings. Alot of the people I talk to think he’s gay. Hahah, (not that there’s anything wrong with liking the same gender) -my brother is gay and in a happy relationship ๐Ÿ™‚ – I think N actually might be gay though. That’s the only reason that I can think of that he wouldn’t like B. Anyways thanks again for reading until the end xx

Sayounara !!
The end.

…For today ๐Ÿ˜‰ hehe

็—…ๆฐ— Byลki , Tired

Thursday 28th of January 2016.

Yet again, today was fill with another day at hell ๐Ÿ˜ฆ I’m totally sick of it already but its only the second day ughh. Today I got MORE homework for math and it sucked. E has been alot nicer to me today ๐Ÿ™‚ I’ve recently been obsessed with this game called Yandere Simulator. It’s pretty funny and it’s cool to see the aspect of a japanese school. I had my first japanese lesson of 2016 today and it sucked. My teacher is super annoying and acts really stuck up :/ Also our class has like 35 people in it so it’s hard to get a seat when you come in. B was going to talk to W about their breakup but W totally shut her out. He’s such a dckhead. For most of the afternoon I was playing Pokemon Y. Hahah. I’m up to the Fairy gym leader which is the sixth gym leader ๐Ÿ˜€ ย My sister was crying most of the afternoon which made me pretty sad ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Some kids at school were blaming her for something she didn’t do and she was feeling guilty. Because of her diagnosis of anxiety and depression it’s been hard for her. It makes me sad seeing her cry ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Anyways today was super duper boring ๐Ÿ™‚ Anyways, thanks for reading to the end xx

Sayounara !!
The end.

…For today ๐Ÿ˜‰ hehe

ๅœฐ็„ Jigoku, Hell

Wednesday 27th of January 2016.

ๅœฐ็„ Jigoku , hell. Also referred to as school. Today was my first day of year 8.
 Wow it literally feels like yesterday I was in year 7 ๐Ÿ˜ฆ I couldn't sleep at all
 last night and it wasn't helping that I had to wake up at 6:50 am as well. 
It was super exciting seeing all my pals again but I sorta felt ignored by E. 
Everytime I tried to talk to her she always talked over me or turned to B. 
Anyways I already got math homework D: ugh. And I still don't know how to wear my hair. 
Literally HELP. I'm having a hair crisis!! I'm kinda suck up for the math teacher
 haha. He's nice and friendly. Except his bald head sorta gives me trust issues...
 My science teacher though didn't really get to see the side of me I like. 
I sorta was a smart ass in his class and acted like a brat ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Hopefully I can 
show him the good side of me on Friday ๐Ÿ™‚ Anyways I'm trying to keep this blog a 
secret because I like to rant about my problems. Haha. Overall today wasn't too 
bad... although I could've got more sleep last night. Ugh, I just remembered :(( 
MY WIFI ISN'T WORKING SO I'M USING MY DATA UGH. Anyways thanks for reading this 
to the end xx

Sayounara !!
The end.

...For Today ๐Ÿ˜‰ hehe