Hahah I just realised

Here are some things I Wanna say lol

There’s something I just realised that I never told you guys. Me and B had a fight and now E doesn’t sit w us anymore so it’s just me and N all the time. E is a bitch now and B is better but she was a total bitch and whore around 3-4 months ago. We aren’t as close as we used to be and now I feel lonely because I only have N. ANyways I thought that’d be good to tell you if you actually wanted to know. It’s not like anyone reads these. It’s just so I can vent all my anger out and random things. lol

Oh also, I got my period lol. I cri. It sucks. I haven’t told my mum either bc I’m uncomfortable telling her. I’ll eventually tell her.

I’ve also frequently been maturbating and going on omegle naked lately. I don’t ever climax lol but who cares. I bought some cute underwear and bras the other day so I’m happy that I look cute for omegle hahaha.

Today I had my last needles of the year and tomorrow is my last day. I haven’t finished my teacher present yet though. lol who cares

I got some new friends on Insta but I don’t really talk to them anymore except Leena. They were Jen, Leena, Rei, Rysus and some other girls. I was gonna do the oto&me thing w them and do the art but we never ended up doing it. Since then I’ve gotten alot better at digital art. I never would’ve thought at the start of this year that I’d wanting to do digital art as my profession. I just don’t know what else to do. ha…. Anyways I dislike the anime community a lot. And I really like yaoi and yuri but there’s not much yuri out there lol. I still do some art for Leena (@dankanimes) when she asks. I don’t ask her for anything in return but I don’t really care. It’s not god enough for repayment hahah.

Ah also, idk if I did this but a while back I got really into anime youtubers. My favs are The Anime Man, Einshine, Nyansigh, Akidearest, Misty Chronexia, Lost Pause.

Oh man I just realised I’ve also gotten a lot more into games. Like I bought two of the Sakura games and they are eroge games. Like why am I doing this. I also bought Danganronpa 1 and 2 and I’m anxiously waiting for V3 next year. I finished Pokemon Sun and Moon two days after getting it at the midnight release lol. I was first to finish the WHOLE game like wtf. And It was really fun. I hate seeing people hype it up like weeks after the midnight release. Losers ahahha. I want to get all the final fantasy games soooooo bad. ffxv came out last week or so and it looks SO good. I’m gonna either buy overwatch or ffxv for christmas and i’m hyped asf.

Hey there again.

These past months have been… really hard. I’ve cried more than I have in my entire life. It’s just been really sad. I think I’m the saddest I’ve been. Berri has gotten better but I haven’t, I’ve gotten a lot worse. A while ago I had a heart-to-heart with my siblings about everything that I’ve been bottling up until now. But after this I feel a lot worse. Hahahah how ironic. I deleted most of my social media because everything was terrible, just everything and all the people on there were too toxic for me. I hated it and I still do. Anyways I started reading a lot more manga, manwhas and webtoons lately. Here are a few that I’m enjoying atm:

I also watched some anime, to name a few it’d probably be Yuri!!! on Ice, Haikyū!! season 3, Hotarubi no Mori e, K and Re: Zero. They were pretty boring. I don’t like the fandom for yoi or hq atm. I really like Psychological manga atm, for example: Oyasumi PunPun,

A Girl on The Shore – Inio Asano
Yamada and The 7 Witches –
Hare Kon – Non
Horimiya – Hero
Ouji-sama Nante Iranai – Harushion
19 Days – Old Xian
Girl’s of The Wild’s –
Fairy Tail (as per usual ahhaha)
Tomo-chan wa Onnanoko
Tower of God
Siren’s Lament
The God Of High School
What Does The Fox Say?
Sket Dance
Always Human
Our Relationship is…
Inugamihime ni Kuchizuke
Killer Killer (same person who made dgrp)
Tamen De Gushi
(that’s only in the past week or so, there’s alot more but I cbf lol)

*side note, I really like the mv and song of shelter atm, it’s very good*

Also, I think I might be gay lol. I’m pretty into chicks and hot guys atm but idk

Also, I started to swear a lot in the past month or so hahah.

Also, I’m doing shit at school atm. I mean they aren’t like C’s or D’s but I don’t think I’ll be in the math extension next year rip me ughhh. I’m basically just passing in Science, Tech and Math atm yikes.

Monthly Update (May)

I decided instead of writing every single day on this boring ass blog i’m just
gonna do a monthly update on what’s happened in the past month ect.
Here’s the update for May 2016.

I’ve recently become best friends with Megan who lives in New Zealand. She’s super chill and it was her bday recently but  I haven’t shipped her present out bc I don’t think my parents like me having internet friends. I’m doing alright in my subjects recently but I’m scared for the results of my history and science (r.i.p). I also have watched way more anime since that last blog post about anime. I think I’ve completed about 60 series since then which is kinda sad. Also I have been staying up until 12am every night for the past couple of weeks and getting hardly any school work done so yAY for me ! :/ Girls from the other class at school always ask me what’s on the exam after I’ve done it and it pisses me off alot. I’m also procrastinating so bad lately because all I do when I get home from school is read manga or watch anime, and then the day before its due I procrastinate af.

I’m gonna make a list of anime/manga i’m watching/reading

Soul Eater
Bungou Stray Dogs
Free! Eternal Summer
Black Butler
Super Lovers
Boku no Hero Academia


One Piece
Orange (so sad I’m dYING)
Fairy Tail
Tales of Demons and Gods
Cheese in the Trap
Cherry Boy, That Girl
High School of the Dead
Skip Beat
Say I Love You
(and some other one-shot shoujos)

Thanks, please check out anything from the lists, I highly recommend them 🙂

アニメ Anime

6th of February 2016.

Sorry for not blogging yesterday, nothing really happened anyways ahhaha. Lately I’ve been watching a new Anime called Himouto Umaru Chan. It’s like super relatable haha. It’s about this teenage girl who is the adorable kawaii senpai chan character outsid eof her house but in her house she transforms into like a tired gamer who eats alot and It’s super hilarious hahah. It sucks though because it takes foREVER to load one episode 😦  I ate alot of chocolate ice-cream today lol. I also made a few musical.lys because my hair looked good hahah. Not much happened today tbh. Anyways thanks again for reading until the end. x

Sayounara !!
The end.

…For today 😉 hehe

睡眠 Suimin, Sleep

I wish I could get a decent amount of sleep lately. Recently I’ve been up later than usual. I’ve got to stop this before it becomes a habit. Ugh. Anyways, because I was so tired today I didn’t really pay attention in most of my classes 😦 School sucks real bad lately. I dislike all my teachers. I’m trying to be nicer form now on. I searched up on wikihow how to be kind hahahha. It said to say genuine compliments so I’m going to try it tomorrow. I handed in my creation story introductions today and she wanted to keep them so hopefully she likes them. I’ve been trying to learn choreography to this song today but it turned out to be really hard 😦 Meh, I don’t really have any other thoughts except I need to pee. Anyways thanks again for reading until the end. xo

Sayounara !!
The end.

…For today 😉 hehe

月 Tsuki, Moon

3rd of February 2016.

Although I’ve completed all my homework I receive a text from B saying “Wud, I’m writing my creation stories” And it was in that moment that I realised I fked up. I had 4 creation stories to write and it was 10pm at night. So as you do, I get on my laptop and search creation stories to copy. I copied one but ya know, who cares?? 🙂 They all turned out pretty good but I like the one I wrote about why the moon never show’s it’s dark side. I pictured my sister as the moon. A playful, joyful persona on one side but on the other a depressed, anxious suicidal on the other side. She never shows that side. But I can tell it’s there. The way she looks when we make her go up to the counter the buy her stuff. Or when she has to go into the dentist alone. The look that screams out to me ‘help’. She’s getting better but that side will always be there. She could take all the medication or see every doctor/therapist but there’s really nothing she can do about it. And that’s why I admire her. I look up to her. I sit here crying, thinking what she would do id she read this. I f she’d cry with me. She’s a truly amazing person. I love her so much. Anyways off of a sad note… my mum got a job and she had her first shift at work tonight!! She did really well but I’m jealous she gets more money than me 😦 hhaahh. I’m super duper proud of her 😀 Anyways thanks again for reading until the end. xo

Sayounara !!
The end.

…For today 😉 hehe

簡潔な Kanketsuna, Short and Sweet

2nd of February 2016.

As you can tell by the title of this new blog, it’s going to be short and sweet because I’m super duper tired and I just remembered to write s new post for today. As usual It got to 38 degrees today 😦 And on top of that I had sport trials ( I didn’t trial hahah) which made it even hotter. I got my immunisation letter today and it turns out I have to get 5 needles ughh. I’m a little bit scared but I bet they’re just like a pinch on the arm. My brother was being a douchebag this afternoon because I got an unflattering picture of him *rolls eyes* Anyways not much to tell anymore as you know I’m making this post short 🙂 Anyways thanks again for reading until the end. xo

Sayounara !!
The end.

…For today 😉 hehe