Hahah I just realised

Here are some things I Wanna say lol

There’s something I just realised that I never told you guys. Me and B had a fight and now E doesn’t sit w us anymore so it’s just me and N all the time. E is a bitch now and B is better but she was a total bitch and whore around 3-4 months ago. We aren’t as close as we used to be and now I feel lonely because I only have N. ANyways I thought that’d be good to tell you if you actually wanted to know. It’s not like anyone reads these. It’s just so I can vent all my anger out and random things. lol

Oh also, I got my period lol. I cri. It sucks. I haven’t told my mum either bc I’m uncomfortable telling her. I’ll eventually tell her.

I’ve also frequently been maturbating and going on omegle naked lately. I don’t ever climax lol but who cares. I bought some cute underwear and bras the other day so I’m happy that I look cute for omegle hahaha.

Today I had my last needles of the year and tomorrow is my last day. I haven’t finished my teacher present yet though. lol who cares

I got some new friends on Insta but I don’t really talk to them anymore except Leena. They were Jen, Leena, Rei, Rysus and some other girls. I was gonna do the oto&me thing w them and do the art but we never ended up doing it. Since then I’ve gotten alot better at digital art. I never would’ve thought at the start of this year that I’d wanting to do digital art as my profession. I just don’t know what else to do. ha…. Anyways I dislike the anime community a lot. And I really like yaoi and yuri but there’s not much yuri out there lol. I still do some art for Leena (@dankanimes) when she asks. I don’t ask her for anything in return but I don’t really care. It’s not god enough for repayment hahah.

Ah also, idk if I did this but a while back I got really into anime youtubers. My favs are The Anime Man, Einshine, Nyansigh, Akidearest, Misty Chronexia, Lost Pause.

Oh man I just realised I’ve also gotten a lot more into games. Like I bought two of the Sakura games and they are eroge games. Like why am I doing this. I also bought Danganronpa 1 and 2 and I’m anxiously waiting for V3 next year. I finished Pokemon Sun and Moon two days after getting it at the midnight release lol. I was first to finish the WHOLE game like wtf. And It was really fun. I hate seeing people hype it up like weeks after the midnight release. Losers ahahha. I want to get all the final fantasy games soooooo bad. ffxv came out last week or so and it looks SO good. I’m gonna either buy overwatch or ffxv for christmas and i’m hyped asf.

Hey there again.

These past months have been… really hard. I’ve cried more than I have in my entire life. It’s just been really sad. I think I’m the saddest I’ve been. Berri has gotten better but I haven’t, I’ve gotten a lot worse. A while ago I had a heart-to-heart with my siblings about everything that I’ve been bottling up until now. But after this I feel a lot worse. Hahahah how ironic. I deleted most of my social media because everything was terrible, just everything and all the people on there were too toxic for me. I hated it and I still do. Anyways I started reading a lot more manga, manwhas and webtoons lately. Here are a few that I’m enjoying atm:

I also watched some anime, to name a few it’d probably be Yuri!!! on Ice, Haikyū!! season 3, Hotarubi no Mori e, K and Re: Zero. They were pretty boring. I don’t like the fandom for yoi or hq atm. I really like Psychological manga atm, for example: Oyasumi PunPun,

A Girl on The Shore – Inio Asano
Yamada and The 7 Witches –
Hare Kon – Non
Horimiya – Hero
Ouji-sama Nante Iranai – Harushion
19 Days – Old Xian
Girl’s of The Wild’s –
Fairy Tail (as per usual ahhaha)
Tomo-chan wa Onnanoko
Tower of God
Siren’s Lament
The God Of High School
What Does The Fox Say?
Sket Dance
Always Human
Our Relationship is…
Inugamihime ni Kuchizuke
Killer Killer (same person who made dgrp)
Tamen De Gushi
(that’s only in the past week or so, there’s alot more but I cbf lol)

*side note, I really like the mv and song of shelter atm, it’s very good*

Also, I think I might be gay lol. I’m pretty into chicks and hot guys atm but idk

Also, I started to swear a lot in the past month or so hahah.

Also, I’m doing shit at school atm. I mean they aren’t like C’s or D’s but I don’t think I’ll be in the math extension next year rip me ughhh. I’m basically just passing in Science, Tech and Math atm yikes.