3rd of February 2016.
Although I’ve completed all my homework I receive a text from B saying “Wud, I’m writing my creation stories” And it was in that moment that I realised I fked up. I had 4 creation stories to write and it was 10pm at night. So as you do, I get on my laptop and search creation stories to copy. I copied one but ya know, who cares?? 🙂 They all turned out pretty good but I like the one I wrote about why the moon never show’s it’s dark side. I pictured my sister as the moon. A playful, joyful persona on one side but on the other a depressed, anxious suicidal on the other side. She never shows that side. But I can tell it’s there. The way she looks when we make her go up to the counter the buy her stuff. Or when she has to go into the dentist alone. The look that screams out to me ‘help’. She’s getting better but that side will always be there. She could take all the medication or see every doctor/therapist but there’s really nothing she can do about it. And that’s why I admire her. I look up to her. I sit here crying, thinking what she would do id she read this. I f she’d cry with me. She’s a truly amazing person. I love her so much. Anyways off of a sad note… my mum got a job and she had her first shift at work tonight!! She did really well but I’m jealous she gets more money than me 😦 hhaahh. I’m super duper proud of her 😀 Anyways thanks again for reading until the end. xo
…For today 😉 hehe